feeling good

YAHOO!!! today is the day! i am finally feeling good, i am not sore, bloated, tender, mental, tired, (the list goes on). i am on my way to a better me! ha ha!

cj came and picked eli and i up at mum and dads last night to bring us home from our week long sleep over (thanks mum). we had a really nice time, great meals, and companionship while i was feeling down and out. it was nice to get home and get back in the swing of things. when we came in we thought something smelled kind of musty, hmmm, maybe just a stuffy house. cj came upstairs and said he found a toilet with some very old pee in it that may be the culprit, ok, i bought it. this morning, i got up early and went for a walk (the weather is breaking and it was SO nice out today) and when i came back in i walked over to the pantry and discovered the source. 1 very moldy loaf of bread, 1 even moldier bag of tray buns not to mention the garbage that had sat there for a week (note to self, remember to take the trash out when leaving the house for an extended period of time...) well, i was so ill and out of it last week i must have totally forgot. needless to say, it got packaged up and thrown out.

cj needed eli for a photo shoot yesterday, so mum, eli and i went down to the studio, i am including some outakes from that. any shot eli isn't in, he took. he really had fun doing it and so did we!

today i booked flights for our 10th anniversary in june. we have decided to go to oahu. cj has never been to hawaii and it will just be warm and relaxing. we are really looking forward to it. it will be great. we will get home from that trip and a few days later start our thaw out cycle for IVF, so we will be nice and relaxed and ready to jump back into it.

i have included one shot of eli on st. patricks day, he wasn't wearing green, so mum drew a 3 leaf clover on his hand, it was with a sharpie... i still think it is there, ha ha